Sunday, July 6, 2008
Overpowered by emotions....
To feel as humanly small as one can feel..to keep asking yourself what made you fall for all that,step into it knowing everything and ending up feeling unwanted and unimportant..and to be under this illusion that for that brief moment, you were actually happy, really truly happy..For as many haircuts you get, Brownies you eat,hang out with your friends or dance it away,every night you feel the pain in parts of your heart you never knew existed...and wake up with the fuzzy feel in your head that you dont know which part of time you are really in..To go to some other place, meet new people who make you feel important and worthwhile,and yet have those moments coming back to you every once in a while..that drinking and crying it out does not pour out the grief from within you ..and you only believe what people keep telling you-that Time will wear it away..just that you keep waiting for that Time ..which seems like Eternity..almost
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I wonder if you still recognise me.. But that doesn't make much difference to what I actually wanted to say..
Madurai, may not be able to connect you to dance or music again (being in a job makes it dfficult anyway), but getting connected to something you are passionate about is very important. Most importantly, it helps to keep moving. And in case blogging makes any difference when you are back home after selling biscuits, do realise that you have some unexpected readers also, who actually get inspired with the way you treat your past.
Keep smiling..
Band: Dream Theater
Track: Take Away my Pain
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